投稿者：Japanese baby in china
投稿日：2012年 7月31日(火)16時32分10秒 184.108.40.206
Because I did not learn the Japanese text, so I put this article translated into English, in order to let all see the article to know that I want to express real emotion.
Dear Japanese netizens, you.
I was in China, Inner Mongolia, Manzhouli City in 1993 abducted a Japanese baby, because I can not write Japanese text, but also the normal exchange of approaches and the Japanese, I would say the Japanese language, I do not know that I am talking about Japanese What does it mean, but I can confirm I am a Japanese.
I came to Manzhouli in March 1993 to September, and why I grew up in China? I think that question can only be found after my parents to know.
My family and I came to China twenty years ago, I admit that when I was a little difficult for someone to believe that a few months the children have any memory, accurate, those are not memories, but the "dream a psychiatric doctor once told me, "Dream" is the memory of people residues.
In my memory, I have not been to Japan, so to prove I can not take the initiative and Japan to get in touch, but in a dream, indeed, there are two people in the Japanese dialogue.
Where I grew up in China's reform and opening up since 1992, there is indeed a Japanese one comes, I also have some residual memory, I remember a woman teaching me to speak, to read, he was wearing a beige trench coat, a machine I do not know what that machine is now verses like a vending machine is a coin flip will be the kind of beverage, there are a lot of Japanese signs, red. I lived in classical hungry style building, it should at that time Manzhouli a hotel, I was holding on the second floor, where there are a number of Russian women speak some woman's hair is white, next to a table above white flowers, I was holding towards the inside, to see a picture. There are a lot of doors, or that I was very small, will affect my senses, I consider the door a large door should be green are above a lot of patterns, with a bed inside the room, the color is a very pale yellow. The style of bed is a European bed surface gauze, next to the bed a few brown cupboard.
These things indeed in my head was buried in the subconscious, dream about the scene, my age is 19 years old, I was upstairs hold hands just a staircase handrail above, thus forming a comparison, according to the size of my hand to determine the length of the stair railing at least 25CM to 30CM, any country in the armrest designed so much, because this 25CM to 30CM size than the palm of a normal adult size, the only possible line is when I, still in its infancy, International width of the stair railing in 85MM this point I had my palm size 30MM to 40MM between, there may be lower than this figure. I was in Beijing for some babies survey found himself likely to come to China in about 1 year old when. There is also a basis for my brother was born in February 1992, the identity card I was born in November 1993, the raising of my parents that my birthday is in March 1993, but my mother had said in my brother will be walking before I would walk. Me than my brother to walk early, then I will be walking time is born two months later, this is absolutely impossible! On the network to find a lot of information, large amounts of data that the baby walking generally in the 12 months, which I was age greater than my brother, I should be born at the end of 1991 to 1992 the beginning of the year, coupled with the size of my palm, I can basically determine my age larger than the current age 13 to age 16 months, I was born in December 1991 to 1992 in February, of course, there is an error value, so again narrow the range, my mother had said a word: "Your grandmother said, are a few months is not into the household registration?" in "months" is 4 to 9 between the months, if less than three months, the Chinese people will get used to that are two or three months, if greater than nine months of the Chinese people will say 10 months, so I came to China between March 1993 to September 1993, so I was a born in December 1991 to February 1992, came to the Japanese in China in March 1993 to September 1993, in order not to errors, and expand a few months so that I was born in October 1991 to April 1992, came to the Japanese in China in March 1993 to September 1993, but inside my head is born there is a language, I presume the time of birth, I lived in Japan for some time, so, in the inside of my head that I do not understand what the meaning of the language, there is a good explanation, I was in Japan living in the country for some time, learn the Japanese language, this language has been sleeping in my memory, I have nearly four years until the third day, when this memory is awakened, saying this I do not know What is the meaning of language, if either this year a number of things happened to me, I may never do not realize that this language is Japanese.
2012, I paid a price change got me the information of the Japanese people, my parents not to disclose the information of my birth parents, I can only read large amounts of data to find my birth parents, I was in Manzhouli, who took to the road over 30 kilometers on foot, and want to know where I grew up in a number of Japanese companies; evening I embarked on the road of over 100 kilometers to the airport, hoping to meet his father at the airport; me to Japan in Chinese Embassy at least 30 e-mail, but only responded to two, and two are way to shirk; every day the police in Japan to write messages but there is not even a personal reply; time very happy, I received one called "messaging system" message, I feel my efforts have yielded results, although only reply to a message, but at least prove that my help has been sent through the Internet to Japan! Japanese Embassy in China to seek help; I want to go, I took a 20 hour train from Manzhouli to the Chinese capital, Beijing, looking at the embassy in my eyes, I have no way to enter the step; I in Beijing to survive, I suddenly became a student of the workers, a company I work for 40 days, once a period of time I work for 10 days, the average work 12 hours a day, long hours cause my foot ulceration; in order to save 80 dollars a day, accommodation costs, I walk a day, and finally spent the night in a nobody living in broken homes, in order to save 80 dollars a day, accommodation costs, and walk for a day Finally, living in China Construction Bank ATM room for one night; carrying 10 kg of baggage to go in Beijing less than 30 kilometers of road; order to be able to free access to information, I managed to find one near the National Library of China found a second company, on the third day when, on that night, ate a fed; a day back and forth the way to walk 40 minutes to be able to seek help; my work when the foot is worn , leading to infection, my parents with mental illness in order to conceal the fact that against me, but before that I have to consult a psychiatric doctor, my heart does the exclusion of women, but this is the shadow of the child her mother left behind caused.
And the sister of my mother is very good at psychology, they know I was thinking about what they had already planned good until 2012 that they understand the psychology of this let me know, I used the backstepping method will all things new to be considered a breakthrough the barrier of their psychology, and found the family to use psychology to control my thoughts when I was a little on the surface appears to be the right thing, as long as said in different ways, or eyes to the guidelines, it will form another impression. In other words, my parents applied psychology, one pair in the wrong direction to guide and on the surface gives the image of an upright man.
I can not contact my parents, I like an orphan, no family backing me, life is very difficult.
I am afraid, I'm afraid the Chinese people to find me, and fear of late a day or two to find the family of Japan, there may be some people in this life I have no way to see, I do not want to see my family in Japan only in photographs, sometimes I was thinking, God so unfair to me, what I'm going to go through this ordeal, sometimes think of their own to give up life, but I can not be reconciled, I have so many people do not have the talent, but now I really no way, are now facing the most immediate problem is the language barrier, for me there is no way to cross a huge obstacle.
Japanese-funded enterprises in my hometown, I know only one called "three rounds of Wood.
"The Manzhouli three rounds Wood Limited wood processing base construction projects by Japan," the water timber, Ltd., the Shun Hing Tsusho Corporation and Sojitz Corporation "with the investment and construction, is a Japanese owned enterprises."
My family is very three Corporation but I do not understand Japanese, I had no way to contact, so I hope the Japanese Internet users, this case, Japanese police do not help me '.
I want to apply for a school in Qingdao in the Chinese university entrance exam time, but my parents strongly opposed, I came to Beijing, they also want me to come back to Manzhouli, I think my family should be and Qingdao Beijing has some connection.
Me and my father looked like, this is what my mother's sister and I said, when I did not care, because I and my father in addition to height 180CM outside, whether it is the character, thinking, hobbies, favorite food and so little resemblance to the place.
The same mother's sister also said that I later machismo like. But now in retrospect, my father and I really want to grow very, and my father's height should be between 1.60 meters to 1.80 meters.
In addition, a mole on my right wrist, the Adam's apple at a mole left foot ankle at a mole on right leg femoral head at a mole on his left abdomen, a mole, left ear, ear a mole.
this is my photo: